• in which peter cameron attempts to remember the books he’s read before he forgets them

    The publisher and date listed always refer to the edition of the book that I read; illustrations are chosen for the graphic appeal and may not correspond to the edition that is cited. Photographs are always of the author (unless otherwise indicated).

  • what the night tells the day

    What The Night Tells The Day by Hector Bianciotti (The New Press, 1996)

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    Although I found this book at times somewhat impenetrable, perhaps  due to the author’s “Classic French” style and its translation into English (by Linda Coverdale), I read it with considerable pleasure, especially the second two thirds, which seem somewhat clearer and therefore more engaging. 

    Hector Bianciotti was born to second-generation Italian immigrants in Argentina in 1930.  His father, a farmer/rancher, was quick-tempered and somewhat crazy, while his mother was gracious, kind, and calm.  He grew up on the endless Argentinean plains and felt both trapped and disturbed by their unvarying vastness.  Aware of his homosexual feelings from an early age, he first turns to religion as a ways of escape, and manages to get sent to a seminary during his teenage years.  But there he finds he is more interested in and attracted to his fellow seminarians than he is to God, and renounces the religious life in favor of the secular.  He returns home — by now his family is living in a village — learns to type, and gets a job as a clerk.    After a year or two of that he moves to Buenos Aires, where he works in a real estate firm and pursues a bohemian and queer life, both made dangerous and difficult by the repressive Peron dictatorship.  The portrait of Buenos Aires during the Peron era, a city soaked in paranoia and fear, is especially evocative and chilling.  Finally, in his early 20s, he manages to to move to Europe, where he apparently flourished, ending up in Paris as literary editor at Le Monde.

    This book, a memoir of his early years in Argentina, is written in many short chapters of impressions, anecdotes, and portraits.  It is by turns funny, charming, lovely, heartbreaking and chilling: the classic homosexual story of someone growing up and necessarily away from his family.

  • a quiet life

    A Quiet Life by Beryl Bainbridge (George Braziller, 1977)

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    One of the most upsetting and depressing depictions of modern British domestic life I’ve ever read.  The (unnamed) family in question live in “genteel poverty” in a small seaside village on the west coast of England; the book takes place shortly after WWII.  The mother, who once attended a  finishing school in Belgium and has social airs, has been keenly disappointed by her husband’s lack of success in “commerce.”  He’s a damaged and ill man, comic and pathetic.  Madge, the 15-year-old daughter, is practical but runs wild, pursuing a damp and dark affair with a German POW every night down on the beach.  Most of this is observed by Alan, the 17-year-old son, whose attempts to save all these desperately damaged people is both noble and tragic.

    The house they inhabit is like a fifth character in the book.  Impossibly cramped and cold, it offers no comfort or shelter, and all the family members find ways of escaping it.  When they are crowded together in its tiny rooms, they are cruel and bitter, and violence runs just beneath all of their interactions.  Bainbridge writes about all of them with a clear-sighted sensitivity that allows the reader to bear the misery and sadness that permeate the book.  She keeps a lot hidden from the reader, which makes the book seems somewhat slight and underdeveloped, but the final effect is quietly devastating.

  • when the snow comes, they will take you away

    When the Snow Comes, They Will Take You Away by Eric Newby (Charles Scribner’s Sons, 1971)

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    A wonderful antidote to The Occasional Man (see below), this memoir about the year an escaped English prisoner of war spends hiding out in the Apennines in northern Italy in 1943 is a beautiful and heartwarming book, and is a very moving testament to the innate nobility of the common man.

    The dirt poor (literally) Italians who risk their lives shepherding and sheltering Newby act with unqualified and natural dignity and goodness, and Newby’s sensitivity and acute powers of observation and description do them justice.  He is an appealing character himself: modest, grateful, pragmatic, and good humored, and his book, although written a long time after the fact, is vivid and utterly engaging.  He is equally fine at describing people and places, and When The Snow Comes, They Will Take You Away contains a gallery’s worth of indelible portraits and images. 

    There is evil lurking all around the edges of this book, and extreme hardship and deprivation on almost every page, and this makes the human goodness at its center all the more miraculous and moving.  A beautiful book.

  • the occasional man

    The Occasional Man by James Barr (Paperback Library, 1966)

    I read this book almost compulsively because I found it to be so fascinating and disturbing.  A pre-Stonewal novel set in New York City in the 60s, The Occasional Man is the story of David, a gay man in his 40s who is starting a new life on the Lower East Side after his gilded and successful life on the Upper East Side has shattered.  His beloved but entirely vapid boyfriend of 18 years, Claudie, recently left him for an older, more prosperous man, which sent David into a drunken downward spiral, causing him to lose his job in advertising, his apartment, his money, and his good standing and reputation.  He moves into a tenement on the Lower East Side and gets work playing the piano in the gay bar on the building’s ground floor, owned by Hermie, a sensitive and hardworking “Negro” gay man who befriends David and becomes his occasional lover.

    OccasionalDavid also pursues relationships with three other men: Gus, an ostensibly straight hunk who works as a mover and is decent but dumb; Pretty John, a beautiful young man who is lazy and spoiled and exploits his older admirers; and Count Somebody, a magnetic and enormously wealthy and cultured businessman who also happens to be an ex-Nazi.  For reasons that are never clear and therefore unbelievable, all three of these men love David and vie for his affection.  That David is thoroughly unlikeable seems to have no effect on anyone in the book — all the characters coddle and indulge him, overlooking his hypocrisy, his vindictiveness, his snobbery, his spitefulness, and his selfishness.  He’s a monster who is treated like a god (maybe because he gives the self-described best blowjobs in New York).

    This book is teeming with ideas and incidences that are truly disturbing, all having to do with antiquated and noxious notions of sexuality and sociology.  Homosexuality is a disease that can be caught, the “lower” classes are innately bestial and ignorant — it’s all so ugly and misinformed.  I suppose that in a way it’s good to see how much progress has been made in the past 50 years, but nonetheless reading this book was depressing and disturbing.

     

     

  • middlemarch

    Middlemarch by George Eliot

    A book I felt defeated by once or twice before, when I began it and couldn’t get past the first 100 pages, always feeling lost and confused and disengaged.  This time I persevered, and it was well worth the effort — but it is, for me at least, an effortful read, with as many uphill sections as downhill passages (which is of course as it should be on a worthwhile long-distance journey).

    While I admire the scope and depth of the book, it is not a book I would claim to love, for there is something a little artificial and two-dimensional about the world of Middlemarch and the characters that inhabit it, a Dickensian broadness or lack of subtlety that separates me from them, and makes me constantly aware of the created nature of the world and the will of the author.  What I admired was Eliot’s ability to create complicated and compelling moral situations and dramatize them in a very fluid narrative fashion.  On that level the book is masterfully composed.  I just wish the characters were a little more nuanced, or that  Eliot liked some of them more (Rosamund, Casaboun) and some of them less (Dorothea).  As I read this book I often thought, admirably and somewhat longingly, of Trollope, missing his ability to create shaded, complicated characters, and not settle for what is obvious or easy or to push the reader towards certain conclusions and predispositions.

    But there is a great moral current moving through Middlemarch — namely Dorothea’s wish to to live a good, beneficial life that is admirable and compelling, and finally moving.  But I felt the need for it to be undercut or modulated by something bitter or darker or more truthful — a bit more of Mrs. Cadwallader’s acid wit and honest cynicism.

  • symposium

    Symposium by Muriel Spark (Houghton Mifflin, 1990)

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    An elegant (of course), but under-sustained and underwhelming late and minor novel by Spark.  Hurly (an American painter, male) and Chris (a rich Australian widow, female) are giving a dinner party for ten people in the elegant London home were they happily cohabit.  We get scenes of dialogue from the dinner itself interlaced with scenes of “back story”, both past and recent, of all the guests.  The most attention is paid to a Margaret Damien, a young Scotts woman recently (and somewhat suspiciously) married to the heir of an Australian female business magnate of vast fortune.  Margaret is something of an Angel of Death (although she has a brief stint as a nun in a peculiar London convent); she seems to conjure, or perhaps arrange, death wherever she goes.

    Although the many splintery shards of this book fail to add up into anything compelling or coherent, it’s all written with Spark’s frosty witty slyness and panache.  But lots of it seem second-rate, and carelessly conceived and executed.  A brief, harmless, disappointment.

  • the sea, the sea

    The Sea, The Sea by Iris Murdoch (Chatto & Windus, 1978)

    I read this book with considerable pleasure and admiration, but it wasn’t one of my favorite Murdoch novels, nor did I think it was a particularly successful book (although it won the Booker Prize in 1979).

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    The hero, and narrator, is Charles Arrowby, an egotistical and unenlightened man who has spent his life in the theatre as an actor, director, and playwright.  He was successful, lauded, and much-loved by many actresses and an occasional actor (as with so many Murdoch novels, homosexual characters and feelings are refreshingly, if somewhat stereotypically, included).  At the age of 65 or thereabouts, Charles retires from the stage and buys a damp and decaying ramshackle house on the coast of England, and moves there to begin a new life of reflection (he intends to write his memoirs) and seclusion.  But his glamorous and dramatic theatre friends can’t stay away from him, and visit him constantly, as does his cousin James, a mysterious career soldier who Charles dislikes for reasons that seem both vague and petty.  By far the greatest disturbance in his new life is the discovery that his long-lost and never forgotten childhood sweetheart, Hartley, is also living in the same tiny village with her husband, Ben, and adopted son, Titus.  The plot of the  book centers upon Charles’s tragic attempts to rescue Hartley from what he assumes is a miserable existence and marriage, and reclaim her for his own (she had spurned him for reasons he could not fathom or accept when they were young).  All his attempts to “rescue” Hartley are misguided, selfish, and horribly botched, and result in destruction and death (Titus and James).

    The book is originally conceived and smart and compelling, but Charles’s selfish short-sightedness made him an unappealing and frustrating narrator.  He’s a bit sadder and wiser at the end of the book: reflective, but hardly redeemed.  There are, as in many Murdoch novels, some brilliantly executed dramatic scenes and set pieces here, and some lovely descriptive writing of the sea and the surrounding countryside.  But I wanted to like, or simply understand, (all of) the characters more than I did, and felt disappointed by Murdoch’s unwillingness to allow them to sympathetically and coherently evolve over the book’s 500 pages.

  • therese raquin

    Therese Raquin by Emile Zola, translated by Robin Buss (Penguin Classics, 2005)

    Therese Raquin is a thoroughly unpleasant story.  Two lovers, Therese and Laurent, murder her invalid husband so that they might marry one another, but end up killing themselves, overcome with guilt and hatred.  Zola seems to think he’s presenting these characters and their situation in a new, unbiased, scientific way.  There are constant references to their temperaments rather than their characters, which only seems to generalize rather than to individualize them.   Zola is neither empathetic nor insightful, and all the characters remain flat, unnuanced, and undeveloped.  Add to this a lot of static repetition of detail and narrative action, and the book seems almost deliberately written to repel the reader.  It’s perversely fascinating for that reason, and readable, but neither enjoyable nor enlightening.

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  • the diary of a young lady of fashion…

    The Diary of a Young Lady of Fashion in the Year 1764-1765 by Cleone Knox (D. Appleton & Co., 1926)

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    This book, published in 1926, purports to be the (edited) diary of a real person, namely Cleone Knox, recorded over the year of  1764-1765.  The daughter of a wealthy Irish family, Cleone spends her twentieth year traveling from Ireland to London, Bath, France, Switzerland, and Italy with her doting father and deadbeat brother (her mother is dead).  She adroitly and amusingly records details of her travels and impressions of the many people and places she encounters in lively, bright, and very descriptive prose.  Her journey is full of event and romance(s), and reading this book is entirely delightful and transporting.

  • a dog’s life

    A Dog’s Life by Michael Holroyd (Holt, Rinehart and Winston, 1969)

    A dark, funny, small book — a day in the life of a (literally) decaying eccentric British family recorded with a bracing ruthlessness that keeps the sentimental aspects of the story — a dying and, finally, dead, dog — from cloying, and is in fact quite touching.

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    The Farquhars, based on Holroyd’s own family, live on seriously diminishing means in damp, faded, and crumbling gentility somewhere in suburban England in the 1950s.  The book follows them all — Eustace, the patriarch; Ann, his wife; Mathilda, his much younger maiden sister; Henry, his son, Miss Toth, an ancient nursemaid; Kenneth, his grandson; and Smith, the family’s beloved dying dog — through a single day.  All these characters (except Smith) are lonely and miserable, and spend all their time vexing and abusing one another, despite the wells of affection that have been so successfully repressed as to almost have been entirely forgotten.  But something about the ailing dog in their midst allows them to access shards of the affection and tenderness that secretly binds them, and a sort of heartbreaking, though repressed, epiphany is reached by one and all.

    An unusual book in style, tone, and subject that I enjoyed reading and was strangely and deeply moved by, and admired.  Interestingly enough, the book, published in the US in 1969, was not until very recently published in the UK because Holroyd’s father threatened to sue for defamation.